Pretending I'm fine,
But clearly I'm not.
Sometimes, I just question myself...
Are they really my friends?
Why am I feeling terrible when I'm with them?
Yes, they are just deriving joy out of me.
Thanks, thanks alot.
I appreciate all those unfriendly remarks.
That was not-at-all encouraging.
So what lies beneath?
I'm just a tool at your disposal.
And where has that feeling gone?
I feel as if I can't love anyone anymore.
You've stolen all of it.
And never give it back.