Let your tears come. Let them water your soul.
Eileen Mayhew



There are some things, I think, you’re better off not remembering


It is strange suddenly, having a memory come back out of nowhere. You think you’re going crazy; you wonder where this recollection has been hiding all your life. You try to push it away, because you think you’ve hammered out the whole timeline of your life, but then you see that one extra moment, and suddenly you are breaking apart what you thought was a solid segment and seeing it for what it is: a string of events, shoulder to shoulder, and a gap where there is room for one more.



“Don’t say we aren't right for each other, the way I see it is… We aren't right for anyone else.”
-The Cutting Edge


"Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go."



There's no way around it, I hurt the one who meant the most to me.

Iif you be my star I'll be your sky,
you can hide underneath me and come out at night.
When I turn jet black and you show off your light,
I live to let you shine, I live to let you shine



The heart wants us to fall in love, everyone I know wants to fall in love.
Love once got me in the gut, there was no real fight, it tore me up.



And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be,
cos it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy.
I want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up,
but I swear I'm gonna cry, I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.



"I always thought that there was this one perfect person for everybody in the world and once you found that person, the rest of the world just magically faded away and the two of you would be in this kind of protective bubble. But there is no bubble. Or, if there is, we have to make it. I think that life is more than just a series of moments. It's....we can make choices and we can choose to protect the people we love. And that's what makes us who we are and those are the real miracles."
Ben Holmes, Forces of Nature




"That is what we do. That is what people do. They stay alive for each other." -Clarissa Vaughn, The Hours



Let the lover be disgraceful, crazy, absent-minded.
Someone sober will worry about events going badly.
Let the lover be.


you have two ears and one mouth; that ratio is there for a reason



"Unless we love and are loved, each of us is alone, each of us is deeply lonely"
-Mortimer Adler

"She's been everybody else's girl maybe one day she'll be her own."



These are some lines from a book titled "Conversations With The Fat Girl" by Liza Palmer:
"I do not fear the unknown. I do not even fear death--in the event that I've lived a good life. What I fear is a life of mediocrity.
We're sold this script for life with lovers like Romeo and heroes like Jack London, but we've got an hourlong commute to a job we hate and a utility bill to pay every month. I crave a life of freedom and passsion--but I've sentenced myself to a life of quiet desperation and prime-time sitcoms. I've numbed myself and it's going to hurt like a motherfucker when I wake up."

The best way to save yourself from the endless abyss of hurt would be...
To pretend you heard nothing, saw nothing, felt nothing.

You'll be safe and sound.

I'm standing on shore, watching you as you float away.

You were the master of my emotions. Everything I felt were well kept within your strong arms. The force you exert can break my heart, and pull a plug to emotional torments. Stop tearing me apart, I wish you had known that fact. I don't blame you for not knowing.

Silence

In that drunken stupor, I wish I was.

Never had to remember details, never had to feel what was real. Cos everything was just a lie.

I'm just your crazy indulgence that will go away, soon.
Still, I cannot pretend it did not happened, don't forget, please don't.

Please mean what you said, or at least, pretend that you meant it.

The art of emo-mutilation

love is feeling, feeling love
love is wanting, to be loved.
love is asking, to be loved
love is you, you and me.
love is knowing, we can be.


these wires tie us up
the bolders bring us down.


tonight i want to fly up above
can you bring me there?
please?


i was too stubborn.
you're right.
though i didnt love you the way you want me to,
it doesnt mean i didnt love you with all that i've got.

we forgot what it was all about.
we only knew what we wanted it to be.



you can scream if you're frustrated
you can fight if you're angry
you can cry if you're sad
you can whine if you're tired
you can sleep if you're sleepy

but if you're lonely
you're helpless.

if things couldnt get worse
or so i thought
they just did.




one day we'll slide down this place
to another up there in the sky
we hold dreams so we can fly

we drive up hills only to come back down
hide in your head and dream
the only place we find solace

lie so close we taste the grains
rough and coarse gravitate our tongue
on all fours we sweep those dreams

Let your tears come. Let them water your soul.
Eileen Mayhew



There are some things, I think, you’re better off not remembering


It is strange suddenly, having a memory come back out of nowhere. You think you’re going crazy; you wonder where this recollection has been hiding all your life. You try to push it away, because you think you’ve hammered out the whole timeline of your life, but then you see that one extra moment, and suddenly you are breaking apart what you thought was a solid segment and seeing it for what it is: a string of events, shoulder to shoulder, and a gap where there is room for one more.



“Don’t say we aren't right for each other, the way I see it is… We aren't right for anyone else.”
-The Cutting Edge


"Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go."



There's no way around it, I hurt the one who meant the most to me.

Iif you be my star I'll be your sky,
you can hide underneath me and come out at night.
When I turn jet black and you show off your light,
I live to let you shine, I live to let you shine



The heart wants us to fall in love, everyone I know wants to fall in love.
Love once got me in the gut, there was no real fight, it tore me up.



And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be,
cos it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy.
I want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up,
but I swear I'm gonna cry, I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.



"I always thought that there was this one perfect person for everybody in the world and once you found that person, the rest of the world just magically faded away and the two of you would be in this kind of protective bubble. But there is no bubble. Or, if there is, we have to make it. I think that life is more than just a series of moments. It's....we can make choices and we can choose to protect the people we love. And that's what makes us who we are and those are the real miracles."
Ben Holmes, Forces of Nature




"That is what we do. That is what people do. They stay alive for each other." -Clarissa Vaughn, The Hours



Let the lover be disgraceful, crazy, absent-minded.
Someone sober will worry about events going badly.
Let the lover be.


you have two ears and one mouth; that ratio is there for a reason



"Unless we love and are loved, each of us is alone, each of us is deeply lonely"
-Mortimer Adler

"She's been everybody else's girl maybe one day she'll be her own."



These are some lines from a book titled "Conversations With The Fat Girl" by Liza Palmer:
"I do not fear the unknown. I do not even fear death--in the event that I've lived a good life. What I fear is a life of mediocrity.
We're sold this script for life with lovers like Romeo and heroes like Jack London, but we've got an hourlong commute to a job we hate and a utility bill to pay every month. I crave a life of freedom and passsion--but I've sentenced myself to a life of quiet desperation and prime-time sitcoms. I've numbed myself and it's going to hurt like a motherfucker when I wake up."

The best way to save yourself from the endless abyss of hurt would be...
To pretend you heard nothing, saw nothing, felt nothing.

You'll be safe and sound.

I'm standing on shore, watching you as you float away.

You were the master of my emotions. Everything I felt were well kept within your strong arms. The force you exert can break my heart, and pull a plug to emotional torments. Stop tearing me apart, I wish you had known that fact. I don't blame you for not knowing.

Silence

In that drunken stupor, I wish I was.

Never had to remember details, never had to feel what was real. Cos everything was just a lie.

I'm just your crazy indulgence that will go away, soon.
Still, I cannot pretend it did not happened, don't forget, please don't.

Please mean what you said, or at least, pretend that you meant it.

The art of emo-mutilation

love is feeling, feeling love
love is wanting, to be loved.
love is asking, to be loved
love is you, you and me.
love is knowing, we can be.


these wires tie us up
the bolders bring us down.


tonight i want to fly up above
can you bring me there?
please?


i was too stubborn.
you're right.
though i didnt love you the way you want me to,
it doesnt mean i didnt love you with all that i've got.

we forgot what it was all about.
we only knew what we wanted it to be.



you can scream if you're frustrated
you can fight if you're angry
you can cry if you're sad
you can whine if you're tired
you can sleep if you're sleepy

but if you're lonely
you're helpless.

if things couldnt get worse
or so i thought
they just did.




one day we'll slide down this place
to another up there in the sky
we hold dreams so we can fly

we drive up hills only to come back down
hide in your head and dream
the only place we find solace

lie so close we taste the grains
rough and coarse gravitate our tongue
on all fours we sweep those dreams